Friday, April 25, 2014

Bribed or gifted?

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04/21/14

Matthew 28:8-15

Mary Magdalene and the other Mary went away quickly from the tomb,
fearful yet overjoyed,
and ran to announce the news to his disciples.
And behold, Jesus met them on their way and greeted them.
They approached, embraced his feet, and did him homage.
Then Jesus said to them, “Do not be afraid.
Go tell my brothers to go to Galilee,
and there they will see me.”

While they were going, some of the guard went into the city
and told the chief priests all that had happened.
The chief priests assembled with the elders and took counsel;
then they gave a large sum of money to the soldiers,
telling them, “You are to say,
‘His disciples came by night and stole him while we were asleep.’
And if this gets to the ears of the governor,
we will satisfy him and keep you out of trouble.”
The soldiers took the money and did as they were instructed.
And this story has circulated among the Jews to the present day.


The big pay off. How much would it take for you to keep your mouth shut? The beauty of this reality is that while the guards may have taken the bribe our saints would not. The past 2000 years are full of story after story of individuals who stood firm. The first batch were the disciples themselves. All but John met their fate not willing to compromise. If anything speaks volumes to the validity of the Gospel reality it is this. No one dies for a cause they don't believe in.

Some may argue that there have been other examples of religious sects that have collectively killed themselves. Or others may contend that jihadist radicals are willing to die for their causes as well but neither of these are in the same category as our saints of the Catholic church. Never has there been a suicide pact, or a suicide murder that was Catholic. No saint has ever been canonized for participating in such diabolical schemes. In all actuality the contrary is unilaterally the case. The martyrs have gone to their death in the face of opposition. Willing to die, perhaps yes, but wanting to live for Christ. The dynamic is totally different.

What does all of this mean to you? I believe it all comes down to virtue. Saints are made from heroic virtue. Sometimes that's a single incident of heroism. More often than not it's a continuum of little consistent virtues. Virtue is essentially forming good habits. Some of these habits can be mustered from sheer human determination, but in order to really be heroic we must cooperate with grace. Grace allows us to stretch beyond the natural to the truly supernatural. Hope is born from this supernatural grace, as is faith and love. Closing our hearts to this encounter may result in us being no stronger than the bribed Roman guards. What do we want to accept, a bribe or a gift of grace?

Good luck and God bless,

Leo Brown

Friday, April 18, 2014

Understanding Scripture?

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04/20/14


John 20:1-9

On the first day of the week,
Mary of Magdala came to the tomb early in the morning,
while it was still dark, 
and saw the stone removed from the tomb.
So she ran and went to Simon Peter 
and to the other disciple whom Jesus loved, and told them, 
“They have taken the Lord from the tomb, 
and we don’t know where they put him.”
So Peter and the other disciple went out and came to the tomb.
They both ran, but the other disciple ran faster than Peter 
and arrived at the tomb first; 
he bent down and saw the burial cloths there, but did not go in.
When Simon Peter arrived after him, 
he went into the tomb and saw the burial cloths there, 
and the cloth that had covered his head, 
not with the burial cloths but rolled up in a separate place.
Then the other disciple also went in, 
the one who had arrived at the tomb first, 
and he saw and believed.
For they did not yet understand the Scripture 
that he had to rise from the dead.

The key in this passage for me is “did not yet understand the Scripture”. Who does, really? You may ask. I would hope that we all can, at least a little better than we do now. That's why we at Real Life Radio have begun promoting a small group prayer method known as GPS. GPS stands for Gospel Prayer Solution and it's a simple way of gathering with friends, looking ahead to the upcoming Gospel reading for mass and trying to understand it better with reading, reflection and sharing. The GPS method borrows from ancient forms of Catholic prayer, but adds a very specific formula in order to arrive at something more than mere faith sharing. In order for GPS to be effective the participant must arrive at a personal mission.
There have been numerous books, lectures, blogs and articles regrading the New Evangelization. But in my experience there has yet to be anything that offers a practical “how to”. I've seen a lot of “this is what needs to be done” type of approaches, but for me many of these are no more practical than the bumper sticker that reads FREE TIBET. How am I supposed to do that? It's all great idealistically, but what do we realistically do?
I have personally spoken with a half a dozen pastors who have agreed to form and promote GPS groups in their parishes. The method has a built-in exponential growth component that gives me hope that with a few small seeds of enthusiasm we can actually see a growth curve that can begin to stem the challenge of “not understanding the scripture”. Our goal is to not only understand, but to hear and do the word of God through the inspiration of the Holy Spirit.
In my research I found a thriving evangelical ministry that sees their goal of balancing a person's faith life by bringing them into the discipleship triangle of Jesus, Community and Service. I love this approach. They know that their doors are opening every week to people who may be seeking one of these three areas but rarely are they fully discipled into balancing the triangle. GPS will do this as well. Potentially more effectively than the evangelical model because of the intentional growth element. Nonetheless, we have an opportunity to bring about the New Evangelization. We can re-evangelize the fallen away. We can strengthen our own faith in the process and we can do all of this through the grace of the risen Lord through this Easter season. Pray about this and consider joining us.

Good luck and God bless,
Leo Brown


Go Easter.

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04/19/14


Matthew 28:1-10

After the sabbath, as the first day of the week was dawning,
Mary Magdalene and the other Mary came to see the tomb.
And behold, there was a great earthquake; 
for an angel of the Lord descended from heaven, 
approached, rolled back the stone, and sat upon it.
His appearance was like lightning
and his clothing was white as snow.
The guards were shaken with fear of him
and became like dead men.
Then the angel said to the women in reply,
“Do not be afraid!
I know that you are seeking Jesus the crucified.
He is not here, for he has been raised just as he said.
Come and see the place where he lay.
Then go quickly and tell his disciples,
‘He has been raised from the dead, 
and he is going before you to Galilee;
there you will see him.’
Behold, I have told you.”
Then they went away quickly from the tomb, 
fearful yet overjoyed,
and ran to announce this to his disciples.
And behold, Jesus met them on their way and greeted them.
They approached, embraced his feet, and did him homage.
Then Jesus said to them, “Do not be afraid.
Go tell my brothers to go to Galilee,
and there they will see me.”

This is the vigil. It's Easter eve. This Gospel reflection is reflecting on one of the shortest readings of the vigil's liturgy. Yet, as is invariably the case, the Gospel is where it all comes together. This is what we've been waiting for the entire time of lent. Christ is risen. But what happens if we leave it all there. We can celebrate. We can thank our lucky stars. We can finally eat those things we've given up for lent. But is that all?
The key that I see in this passage isn't about celebrating our good fortune at all. It's all about what Jesus says at the end of this passage, “Go and tell”. Easter is a beautiful opportunity to bask in the radiance of the risen Lord, no doubt. But if in our basking we forget to “GO” what good have we done? Christ commanded us to love him and love others. We show our love in our obedience, and we're only obedient when we act on what he's told us to do.
Yes, Easter is a celebration. But let's not leave it there. If we're enthused we need to show it. If we show it by building relationship with others, loving them as we're commanded and through an intentional but gradual process of introducing the life change we've experienced we will be showing our obedience. You don't have to go door to door. You don't have to preach on street corners, you don't have to hit people on the head with your bible. You simply need to go. Go and build relationships and by doing so let others see the resurrected Christ that dwells within you. Now that's an Easter celebration.

Good luck and God bless,

Leo Brown

Good Arimathea.

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04/18/14

John 18:1-19:42

Jesus went out with his disciples across the Kidron valley
to where there was a garden,
into which he and his disciples entered.
Judas his betrayer also knew the place,
because Jesus had often met there with his disciples.
So Judas got a band of soldiers and guards
from the chief priests and the Pharisees
and went there with lanterns, torches, and weapons.
Jesus, knowing everything that was going to happen to him,
went out and said to them, “Whom are you looking for?”
They answered him, “Jesus the Nazorean.”
He said to them, “I AM.”
Judas his betrayer was also with them.
When he said to them, “I AM, “
they turned away and fell to the ground.
So he again asked them,
“Whom are you looking for?”
They said, “Jesus the Nazorean.”
Jesus answered,
“I told you that I AM.
So if you are looking for me, let these men go.”
This was to fulfill what he had said,
“I have not lost any of those you gave me.”
Then Simon Peter, who had a sword, drew it,
struck the high priest’s slave, and cut off his right ear.
The slave’s name was Malchus.
Jesus said to Peter,
“Put your sword into its scabbard.
Shall I not drink the cup that the Father gave me?”

So the band of soldiers, the tribune, and the Jewish guards seized Jesus,
bound him, and brought him to Annas first.
He was the father-in-law of Caiaphas,
who was high priest that year.
It was Caiaphas who had counseled the Jews
that it was better that one man should die rather than the people.

Simon Peter and another disciple followed Jesus.
Now the other disciple was known to the high priest,
and he entered the courtyard of the high priest with Jesus.
But Peter stood at the gate outside.
So the other disciple, the acquaintance of the high priest,
went out and spoke to the gatekeeper and brought Peter in.
Then the maid who was the gatekeeper said to Peter,
“You are not one of this man’s disciples, are you?”
He said, “I am not.”
Now the slaves and the guards were standing around a charcoal fire
that they had made, because it was cold,
and were warming themselves.
Peter was also standing there keeping warm.

The high priest questioned Jesus
about his disciples and about his doctrine.
Jesus answered him,
“I have spoken publicly to the world.
I have always taught in a synagogue
or in the temple area where all the Jews gather,
and in secret I have said nothing. Why ask me?
Ask those who heard me what I said to them.
They know what I said.”
When he had said this,
one of the temple guards standing there struck Jesus and said,
“Is this the way you answer the high priest?”
Jesus answered him,
“If I have spoken wrongly, testify to the wrong;
but if I have spoken rightly, why do you strike me?”
Then Annas sent him bound to Caiaphas the high priest.

Now Simon Peter was standing there keeping warm.
And they said to him,
“You are not one of his disciples, are you?”
He denied it and said,
“I am not.”
One of the slaves of the high priest,
a relative of the one whose ear Peter had cut off, said,
“Didn’t I see you in the garden with him?”
Again Peter denied it.
And immediately the cock crowed.

Then they brought Jesus from Caiaphas to the praetorium.
It was morning.
And they themselves did not enter the praetorium,
in order not to be defiled so that they could eat the Passover.
So Pilate came out to them and said,
“What charge do you bring against this man?”
They answered and said to him,
“If he were not a criminal,
we would not have handed him over to you.”
At this, Pilate said to them,
“Take him yourselves, and judge him according to your law.”
The Jews answered him,
“We do not have the right to execute anyone,”
in order that the word of Jesus might be fulfilled
that he said indicating the kind of death he would die.
So Pilate went back into the praetorium
and summoned Jesus and said to him,
“Are you the King of the Jews?”
Jesus answered,
“Do you say this on your own
or have others told you about me?”
Pilate answered,
“I am not a Jew, am I?
Your own nation and the chief priests handed you over to me.
What have you done?”
Jesus answered,
“My kingdom does not belong to this world.
If my kingdom did belong to this world,
my attendants would be fighting
to keep me from being handed over to the Jews.
But as it is, my kingdom is not here.”
So Pilate said to him,
“Then you are a king?”
Jesus answered,
“You say I am a king.
For this I was born and for this I came into the world,
to testify to the truth.
Everyone who belongs to the truth listens to my voice.”
Pilate said to him, “What is truth?”

When he had said this,
he again went out to the Jews and said to them,
“I find no guilt in him.
But you have a custom that I release one prisoner to you at Passover.
Do you want me to release to you the King of the Jews?”
They cried out again,
“Not this one but Barabbas!”
Now Barabbas was a revolutionary.

Then Pilate took Jesus and had him scourged.
And the soldiers wove a crown out of thorns and placed it on his head,
and clothed him in a purple cloak,
and they came to him and said,
“Hail, King of the Jews!”
And they struck him repeatedly.
Once more Pilate went out and said to them,
“Look, I am bringing him out to you,
so that you may know that I find no guilt in him.”
So Jesus came out,
wearing the crown of thorns and the purple cloak.
And he said to them, “Behold, the man!”
When the chief priests and the guards saw him they cried out,
“Crucify him, crucify him!”
Pilate said to them,
“Take him yourselves and crucify him.
I find no guilt in him.”
The Jews answered,
“We have a law, and according to that law he ought to die,
because he made himself the Son of God.”
Now when Pilate heard this statement,
he became even more afraid,
and went back into the praetorium and said to Jesus,
“Where are you from?”
Jesus did not answer him.
So Pilate said to him,
“Do you not speak to me?
Do you not know that I have power to release you
and I have power to crucify you?”
Jesus answered him,
“You would have no power over me
if it had not been given to you from above.
For this reason the one who handed me over to you
has the greater sin.”
Consequently, Pilate tried to release him; but the Jews cried out,
“If you release him, you are not a Friend of Caesar.
Everyone who makes himself a king opposes Caesar.”

When Pilate heard these words he brought Jesus out
and seated him on the judge’s bench
in the place called Stone Pavement, in Hebrew, Gabbatha.
It was preparation day for Passover, and it was about noon.
And he said to the Jews,
“Behold, your king!”
They cried out,
“Take him away, take him away! Crucify him!”
Pilate said to them,
“Shall I crucify your king?”
The chief priests answered,
“We have no king but Caesar.”
Then he handed him over to them to be crucified.

So they took Jesus, and, carrying the cross himself,
he went out to what is called the Place of the Skull,
in Hebrew, Golgotha.
There they crucified him, and with him two others,
one on either side, with Jesus in the middle.
Pilate also had an inscription written and put on the cross.
It read,
“Jesus the Nazorean, the King of the Jews.”
Now many of the Jews read this inscription,
because the place where Jesus was crucified was near the city;
and it was written in Hebrew, Latin, and Greek.
So the chief priests of the Jews said to Pilate,
“Do not write ‘The King of the Jews,’
but that he said, ‘I am the King of the Jews’.”
Pilate answered,
“What I have written, I have written.”

When the soldiers had crucified Jesus,
they took his clothes and divided them into four shares,
a share for each soldier.
They also took his tunic, but the tunic was seamless,
woven in one piece from the top down.
So they said to one another,
“Let’s not tear it, but cast lots for it to see whose it will be, “
in order that the passage of Scripture might be fulfilled that says:
They divided my garments among them,
and for my vesture they cast lots
.
This is what the soldiers did.
Standing by the cross of Jesus were his mother
and his mother’s sister, Mary the wife of Clopas,
and Mary of Magdala.
When Jesus saw his mother and the disciple there whom he loved
he said to his mother, “Woman, behold, your son.”
Then he said to the disciple,
“Behold, your mother.”
And from that hour the disciple took her into his home.

After this, aware that everything was now finished,
in order that the Scripture might be fulfilled,
Jesus said, “I thirst.”
There was a vessel filled with common wine.
So they put a sponge soaked in wine on a sprig of hyssop
and put it up to his mouth.
When Jesus had taken the wine, he said,
“It is finished.”
And bowing his head, he handed over the spirit.
Here all kneel and pause for a short time.

Now since it was preparation day,
in order that the bodies might not remain on the cross on the sabbath,
for the sabbath day of that week was a solemn one,
the Jews asked Pilate that their legs be broken
and that they be taken down.
So the soldiers came and broke the legs of the first
and then of the other one who was crucified with Jesus.
But when they came to Jesus and saw that he was already dead,
they did not break his legs,
but one soldier thrust his lance into his side,
and immediately blood and water flowed out.
An eyewitness has testified, and his testimony is true;
he knows that he is speaking the truth,
so that you also may come to believe.
For this happened so that the Scripture passage might be fulfilled:
Not a bone of it will be broken.
And again another passage says:
They will look upon him whom they have pierced.

After this, Joseph of Arimathea,
secretly a disciple of Jesus for fear of the Jews,
asked Pilate if he could remove the body of Jesus.
And Pilate permitted it.
So he came and took his body.
Nicodemus, the one who had first come to him at night,
also came bringing a mixture of myrrh and aloes
weighing about one hundred pounds.
They took the body of Jesus
and bound it with burial cloths along with the spices,
according to the Jewish burial custom.
Now in the place where he had been crucified there was a garden,
and in the garden a new tomb, in which no one had yet been buried.
So they laid Jesus there because of the Jewish preparation day;
for the tomb was close by.

In this Good Friday account of the betrayal, arrest, crucifixion and burial of Jesus one element remains most mysterious to me. Who is Joseph of Arimathea? Interestingly the name Joseph means “he will add”. Seeing as how this name is associated with some of the most pivotal characters in the bible it's little wonder that God would choose to use an “additional” Joseph to this scenario. This Joseph adds a great deal for us to know so little about him. Little is know about St. Joseph but it's volumes compared to this. Nonetheless, so much of what takes place at the end of Christ's earthly life is added to by Joseph of Arimathea.

What are we to learn from this? Let's look first at the allegory of the upper room. When I say allegory I am referring to the fact that something true can present a metaphor for us to apply somewhere else. This is allegory. Analogy is quite different. I think many may get those confused and assume that if your talking allegory and metaphor that you must not believe in the facts of the matter. Not the case at all. We can quite safely look at every fact of salvation history and apply it allegorically. So with that said, let's look at the upper room. Here's the place that Joseph of Arimathea had prepared for their celebration of the Passover. So how do we prepare? What are we doing in our lives that open the doors to Christ? This is a consideration we all need to think about.

Then there's the beautiful illustration of charity in Joseph of Arimathea allowing the use of his tomb. Burial tombs were places of families. These weren't traditionally open to those outside of the bloodline. There is some speculation that since this was a new tomb that the same tradition may not have applied. I don't see that matters. It was intended for Joseph of Arimathea and his descendants. It was new likely because of new wealth. So what does this say to us? We have the new wealth of grace and by cooperating with that grace Christ has gone to the tomb ahead of us. And, most beautifully, found that the grave is not a permanent place. This is our decision as it was Joseph's. Will we invite Jesus to take our place or not?

It's Good Friday. Death is inevitable, actual and metaphorical. If we allow Christ into that death we're assured of and Easter Sunday. If not, there's not evan a tomorrow.

Good luck and God bless,
Leo Brown


Monday, April 14, 2014

What if it IS True? 04/16/14

Actions speak louder than thirty pieces of silver.

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04/16/14

Matthew 26:14-25

One of the Twelve, who was called Judas Iscariot,
went to the chief priests and said,
“What are you willing to give me
if I hand him over to you?”
They paid him thirty pieces of silver,
and from that time on he looked for an opportunity to hand him over.

On the first day of the Feast of Unleavened Bread,
the disciples approached Jesus and said,
“Where do you want us to prepare
for you to eat the Passover?”
He said,
“Go into the city to a certain man and tell him,
‘The teacher says, “My appointed time draws near;
in your house I shall celebrate the Passover with my disciples.”‘“
The disciples then did as Jesus had ordered,
and prepared the Passover.

When it was evening,
he reclined at table with the Twelve.
And while they were eating, he said,
“Amen, I say to you, one of you will betray me.”
Deeply distressed at this,
they began to say to him one after another,
“Surely it is not I, Lord?”
He said in reply,
“He who has dipped his hand into the dish with me
is the one who will betray me.
The Son of Man indeed goes, as it is written of him,
but woe to that man by whom the Son of Man is betrayed.
It would be better for that man if he had never been born.”
Then Judas, his betrayer, said in reply,
“Surely it is not I, Rabbi?”
He answered, “You have said so.”
Surely it is not I? We want to think we're where we need to be. Surely we're not so far off track that we're in the Judas boat. After all, we haven't tried to sell Jesus out for thirty pieces of silver, or have we? Some estimates say that the value of the money would be around a quarter of a million dollars. We know this because he took the money and bought the land on which he killed himself. Nonetheless, he sold out. That's the real lesson here.
So what are we investing in? Realize that investments don't have to have a thing to do with money. We could be spending time doing any number of things that keep us from doing God's will. There're all kinds of distractions. Many of them can look great and be basically good. But where's the focus? It's like the chocolate cake analogy. Chocolate cake is good, unless it's what you eat at every meal. Or, if you choose to eat it all in one sitting, by yourself. How are you prioritizing?
An interesting thing I've seen since becoming Catholic is the nonchalant nature many have about mass attendance. This was common in the evangelical church I once attended. Especially if the pastor was on vacation. This was vacation from attending for many of the members. But it's an odd reality that many consider themselves faithful Catholics and rarely, if ever, attend mass. As Catholics we see mass skipping as a mortal sin. If we're not willing to honor God with our participation at mass we may as well be selling him out for what ever it is we're doing instead. And not that monetary value has anything to do with it, but I doubt we're making a quarter of a million dollars on the Sundays we choose to skip mass.
I say all of this to bring us perspective. We see Judas as a despicable character and probably see ourselves as being pretty good for the most part. We have to be aware of what our actions say. If we have excuses for avoiding the sacraments then we may eventually find that Jesus will say to us “You have said so”. And we'll have said it loudly with our priorities.

Good luck and God bless,

Leo Brown

Over-promising.

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04/15/14

John 13:21-33, 36-38
Reclining at table with his disciples, Jesus was deeply troubled and testified,
“Amen, amen, I say to you, one of you will betray me.”
The disciples looked at one another, at a loss as to whom he meant.
One of his disciples, the one whom Jesus loved,
was reclining at Jesus’ side.
So Simon Peter nodded to him to find out whom he meant.
He leaned back against Jesus’ chest and said to him,
“Master, who is it?”
Jesus answered,
“It is the one to whom I hand the morsel after I have dipped it.”
So he dipped the morsel and took it and handed it to Judas,
son of Simon the Iscariot.
After Judas took the morsel, Satan entered him.
So Jesus said to him, “What you are going to do, do quickly.”
Now none of those reclining at table realized why he said this to him.
Some thought that since Judas kept the money bag, Jesus had told him,
“Buy what we need for the feast,”
or to give something to the poor.
So Judas took the morsel and left at once. And it was night.

When he had left, Jesus said,
“Now is the Son of Man glorified, and God is glorified in him.
If God is glorified in him, God will also glorify him in himself,
and he will glorify him at once.
My children, I will be with you only a little while longer.
You will look for me, and as I told the Jews,
‘Where I go you cannot come,’ so now I say it to you.”

Simon Peter said to him, “Master, where are you going?”
Jesus answered him,
“Where I am going, you cannot follow me now,
though you will follow later.”
Peter said to him,
“Master, why can I not follow you now?
I will lay down my life for you.”
Jesus answered, “Will you lay down your life for me?
Amen, amen, I say to you, the cock will not crow
before you deny me three times.”



Do we tend to over promise and under-deliver? It's easy to think we can do things that we can't. How often do we see something look easy only to discover that when we try it it's really hard? Golf much? That's just one example. In this case Peter is pretty confident in what he thinks is his ability to be faithful. And he's certainly been faithful, it's just that none of us know the limits of what we can do until we're at that limit.

Limits are clearly illustrated here. There is a stark contrast between Judas and Peter. Peter wants to please Jesus, even in his limited understanding of what is about to transpire. Judas, wants only to please himself. Both may be deluded. But what is the source of that delusion? For Peter it's an unbridled desire to please Jesus. For Judas it's his underhandedness that he tries to justify as charity. He had fooled even the other eleven, obviously. They were each concerned that they themselves might be the betrayer. None said, “you must be talking about Judas”. Rather even among the disciples he had been able to seemingly pull off his deception.

The best news in all of this is that God knows. Before we even set out to prove our willingness to go the distance he knows exactly what we're capable of even if we don't. And the best part of that is that he will forgive us when we fail. He will welcome us back. He won't hold our failure against us. The tough stuff is for us to not hold that failure against ourselves. Who are we? Peter or Judas? It's all about our willingness to let God forgive us.

Good luck and God bless,

Leo Brown